Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Dang it.

Just when I think I have coaxed my brain into believing "IVF is nothing but a bunch of needles, don't be a baby," I find myself crying in the kitchen, clinging to DH and sobbing into his sweater that I'm scared we will never have a child.

Nothing about this is simple. Or easy. Nothing.

Thanks for journeying along with us.

16 comments:

Mo and Will said...

true. but you can do it. cry all you need to and hang in there!

Mo

Carrie said...

Oh you are so right. The emotions never stop coming, the highs and lows can be miserable. Glad you have DH and his cry-into-able-sweater.

Thanks for stopping by my blog- you will be at the Do Not Disturb stage very soon! Sending lots of hugs your way!

Carrie

Mary said...

It's so hard. The hormones and the emotions. You can do it Faith. I know you can.

Courtney said...

big hugs Faith. Hang in there! We are all here for you.

MamaSoon said...

The emotions are hard and it is a roller coaster ride. The upside is that you'll have a family before you know it. :-)

Stuart and Sarah Creamer said...

The emotions will never stop coming...I know. We are getting ready for a FET and I am just as nervous and scared as before during the first 2 IVFs! One day!!! I keep telling myself...one day!!!

WiseGuy said...

*smiling wryly*...yeah! Dang Dang Dang!

Caroline said...

It is a real rollercoaster ride. Sometimes I think IVF is so tough, but other days it seems easier. Just take it one day at a time. You can do it!

The Patterson's said...

I know exactly how you feel! I hope today you are feeling a little better. :-)

Leigh said...

Big hugs to you - all those emotions are so normal but feel so terrible, don't they?

but yes, you will be a mother!

I Believe in Miracles said...

It's not an easy process, but as much as you can, remember Philippians 4.6:

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God."

During the crazy stressful points I had to repeat it to myself multiple times a day.

Hang in there. Praying for you.

~~HUGS~~

Sarah said...

you got that right sister! but you can do it.

My Endo Journey said...

Gotta love the hormones. Well, no, you really don't have to...

strongblonde said...

:( you poor thing.

big hugs. xoxo

What IF? said...

It's tough, but you've done it before and you can do it again. Hang in there with me, okay?

I'm on cycle 2, day 8 of stims and can relate to the crying-into-the sweater. It doesn't help that all of our emotions are amplified by the hormones.

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